We packed up our still-dirty-from-our-last-trip Eurovan two weeks ago and waved good-bye to winter for a little while. The little ones did very well on the two day trek, and I was thankful we accidentally brought along about a dozen duplo legos, as they provided endless opportunities for carseat-bound creations.
My mom works a six night stretch at the hospital, and we arrived right in the middle of it, so we attempted to come up with fun activities around town during the day while she slept, and then got to visit with 'grammie' in the evening. I have to say, I do not miss the busyness of Portland, or any big city really. I have really grown accustomed to not seeing traffic lights, walking everywhere, and all that general awesomeness that goes along with small town living. But on the flip side, while we had a handy late night babysitter, it was pretty cool to actually have interesting places to go out to on dates... toss up.
We had so many amazing visits during our short week and a half in Oregon, and I want to focus on all the good, all the laughter, but there are some people I love going through some heartbreaking things, and my heart wants to choose bitterness in defense of them. I've gone that route before, and it is not worth that immediate satisfaction. I can choose better, I have better in me.
Wish we could of gotten together, but babies come when they come. Sounds like you had a wonderful visit. Maybe next time you will be able to come up to the farm!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about the heartbreaking things. Really truly. I empathize...I know just a sliver of it and would not wish it on anyone. You are very brave. I also know that it is tough to not choose bitterness but what a defeat when you choose! I am proud of that in you. It's not an easy journey.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad you enjoyed aspects of the rest of your journey!
Hope tonight is filled with fond memories and hope for the future:)